Parents are going away for an entire FIVE DAYS starting tonight, which is vair vair exciting and means a lot of fun at mine!
Also, have sent my UCAS...finally, and although i'm a little early i keep wanting to track my progress, which isn't so great...as i've lost my application number..gutted.
Other than that it's business as usual, most people have left on the school trip, so it will be a select few for the PAR-TAY tonight...i'm hoping we'll form a good group!
Peter was saying some interesting things last night about the THING (we'll call him...john) and about how he was shunted by all his friends for liking me. I never knew this and now feel i need to contact him in some way... he also reckons LE BITCHE is only interested for attention, and that she's rough looking. Apparantly his family don't hate me, they properly like me, which is such a relief considering i thought they thought i was sent from hell or similar.All in all, a very satisfying conversation on my part, just what i wanted to hear. I am very pleased with him for saying that. However, i'm now faced with a decision. With this new information, I'm beginning to understand exactly how important our thing was to him, not just to me. Peter was talking about the reason why his family liked me, and that was because he started to straighten himself out when he was with me. Basically, he is destined to be a waster unless someone pulls him up every now and again; i didn't even realise i was doing this. This has made me feel somehow more at peace with him, and i don't know whether or not to make contact again. To be fair, she was the one who knew she was doing wrong, not him. And i don't want him to flunk out again.
The thing she'll never understand is that he was more important to me than anyone else i've ever had the pleasure of meeting, and apparantly i was the same to him, or he wouldn't have put up with the teasing, and he wouldn't have straightened out. She could never mean the same to him as i did.